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To the Ides of August, Goodbye

by Ten Day Voyage

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1.
Overture 04:36
When I awake I’ll see What it was you were showing me I’ll be The man You deserved me to be I know It’s a long road But you’re stronger Than you were told And nothing Could drag you down ‘Least of all me You are a poet But silent A friend Without payment You were kind enough To find The black spot in me The cleft Of a tyrant Feeds crumbs To the servants Creates a fissure To sheol Between the world and me In the window A child Whose eyes - full of sorrow Was told they’re Not blue as they ought to be So be a man I’ll be a woman And we’ll break this whole Horror show And escape To the place Where we’ll surely Be free No blood No violence Resting in the silence Won’t You Come With me? But then again We’d forget We haven’t finished yet The world outdoors is a- Screaming out So you first And I’ll follow Your footsteps Are my bible And I’ll draw My feet to a finishing bow When the store’s closed And we’re alone We’ll dance On our own To the beat of the railroad On the platform to board I’m not restless For repentance This life has beat me senseless But you are all I need here To console Please don’t leave / Snow is falling on the ground
2.
I see myself falling I see myself falling into the dark The lay of the days passed by me The One who keeps the score The daybreak recedes lightly The veil has been torn Somebody still to save me The holy night is born The turpentine of the rags and tattered gowns The sterile prescription halls I see myself falling I see myself falling into the dark The mouth of the spotless spiral spinning The dawn of arching arms The sil sanctifying restless The headdress of depressed gauze Though to leave the gates of Eden To wander hand-in-hand Corruption of species-being Into the shifting sands I see myself falling I see myself falling into the dark Ain’t nobody gonna find me It’s just you and I, my friend At the jaws of the passage of love into the law We weren’t so chosen after all Was it not I who saw the furthest chambers of your dreaming Your adornments, your melancholies and conquests The houses that we grew up in The asylum in our sheets I see myself falling (Yesteryear) I see myself falling into the dark (Yesteryear) Don’t walk away in silence
3.
When the lights go up And the party comes in I’m looking for a friend, I’m looking for a friend When there’s no one to hold And there’s nothing to win Trapped behind my eyes I get paralyzed I really have to go, I’ll find you after the show When I catch my breath I see there’s no one left Learning to love is knowing the world is a fragile place The iron taste of blood Now I’m feeling good And I’m getting a rush Spread out on the bed With my hands on the cloth Holding your naked touch Every face is the same So my lines never change On my brains there’s a stain Of your body frame But I kiss it away Learning to love is knowing the world is so fragile Wrapped in pulsating vines It’s all dots and lines Black resin and wine I take another drag I tie my head in a bag The bag fills like balloons I’m looking down at the room I think I lost the thread, I’ve fallen out of my head Hanging on the edge Where all the sidewalks end And I see myself slip Mystery Mystery The walk out of hell is through misery What it means What it means Staring into that which has not been Mystery Mystery The walk out of hell is through misery Yet to be Yet to be Pursuing the dark that’s been waiting for me
4.
Ouroboros 04:15
Waters of red on the banks of the Nile Abandoned houses stretching for miles Broken limbs of the wicked foretold by the meek Ouroboros serpent repeating the week Flash bang on the mountain, exaltation tablets Shield of an orphan, three heads on a scorpion Raphael and the spell, leaves, fell and cum Circle of the sun, six joined to the one Rolling the stone Healing the blind Like Jesus Christ Making the dead rise Open the door Madness divine Like R.D. Laing Watching the big bang Head devours the tail, in service of the sun Phallus and the bulb, two collapses to one Seeds and branches nerve ending damage Electrical currents spurs eternal recurrence But cold is the porch on a starry night Removed from your mouth in the lonely light Sizing me up certain scything placenta Immersing the site into fields of magenta Now is the time The self divides The rooster crows And the virgin cries Open the door What shalt I call my Lord? ‘I am that I am’
5.
When the pounding on the door Rings like a kettle And the microwave light Blinds like solar flare All the gravity skips And the pressure is mounting And the tyrant is hounding me When reason fails And the ‘I’ divulges into some otherworld plain And all the faces familiar shift Into frightened strangers So what is this under my feet A return into the peat I take a solitary shower to fend off the Heat I held a knife I held a knife I didn’t want to hurt nobody It’s just that the walls were closing in on me I held a knife Adonai Who’s the child in the mirror? I ask to a voice that speaks so clear It said Ejaz It said Ezekiel It said Isaiah It said Vincent It said Jesse It said Susan It said John It said Natalie It said Leonard It said Judi It said Friedrich It said Virginia It said Magdalene Sophia: Gifter of wisdom I held a knife I held a knife I didn’t want to hurt nobody It’s just that the walls were closing in on me I held a knife Adonai Peering through the window The dark night’s crescendo And flashing lights of red and blue With my hands to my ears And my gaze to the Qibla A bird of paradise flies through The clear blue sky No more fear in my eyes It’s extremely loud and incredibly close Yet you can’t always perceive it I’m looking for a witness I held a knife
6.
We couldn't share it Through strain and bitterness I became a stranger to myself I was never told about that Can you tell me when it's over
7.
Heading into battle Templar Coltrane And love is king And everything is everything
8.
Blanket Love 06:29
Is it a far cry voice when I ask you a question? Can I look to the sky without seeing it crashing? Dredge into the bed, figure I’ll resign Counting the seconds but losing track of time My face on your pillow without yours on mine To the ides of August, goodbye Watching our final Torre Suda sunrise Two passengers passing each other by Blanket love, where are you? I’m leaving Blanket love, where are you? I’m leaving Dragged by the heels into the drift of the river Rupture of the cocoon borders onto something bigger The linen sheet erodes and slips through my fingers In every face I see some trace of dead ringers On the cobblestone roads that we walked together Twisting back alley labyrinth cherry blossoms untethered Eclipsing light on the cliff pulls the plug of projectors And the still frame wanes like an undead specter Blanket love, where are you? I’m leaving Blanket love, where are you? I’m leaving Passing the summit of the hill You turned away The ink spilled from the quill So I turned the page A fluorophore molecule unable to change Burnt out and blinded but the scene remains Blanket love, where are you? I’m leaving Blanket love, where are you? I’m leaving To the ides of August, goodbye Two passengers passing each other by
9.
If there’s nothing left to say I don’t want to make you stay But just let me hold your hand awhile this time If you feel like you can’t explain If the tub’s already been drained I won’t watch you walk away If I freed up all my days If I cancelled all my plans Would you visit me now and again? If I lifted myself out of the bed Approached the gallows next to a friend Would you see me to the end? Tears as tender as a kiss Final surrender of the runaway kids Inescapable this Giants filling out the stretch of the plains Soft mist of the morning gaze Pours densely as the sun rays fade Directed to the shipwreck body masses The sinking cage of burnt-out matches The heathen's hand wipes and scratches between the bars The stars refract off of the surface The chained beast folded into the curtains Floating off through the weeds and the urchins Lights glimmer through the cerebral cortex A veil rests on the zero point of the vortex A small flicker lights the silver of worship When we first converged the surge of the circuits And set our sights on the shirk of the perfect The moment made the excursions worth it And memory colours the line points of the instant And spreads the surplus like snowless Christmas When the day is getting dark Don’t forget about me Leave a light on for me
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11.
It's gonna take some time I'm caught between spaces In the afterlight of youth's great expectations I've started over so many times I've seen you through so many different lives Nosebleed seats Front row of the horizon From this distance I can see where it all ends Between yearning and torture I said "I love you" Leaving the womb Leaving my room Sun shines through the curtain Imprint on the sheets, you were lying there Silk slipping through my fingers Nosebleed seats Front row of the horizon Barefoot on the airstrip I can see where it all ends Front row of where it all goes Where it comes from And where it gets in
12.
Coda 04:55
The terror of birth, the terror of youth, the terror of age It's all there typed out on a page What a shame, I've forgotten your mother's maiden name Would I have usurped your's from you if you had stayed too close to the flame I miss nearly all the things about you But I don't think (you would recognize me) I could be with you Oh sweet boundless Tokyo Sprawling out into the reveries of the unknown Did you find your all-night diner The one that not even all of Toronto could hold I’ve found my music The life that I have made in song I see myself in the mirror I see myself in the street I see myself in the mirror I see myself on the stage When I awake I'll see what it was you were showing me

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This album is about grief and an implosion. It is dedicated to the memory of Ejaz Choudry and R.D. Laing.

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released August 5, 2022

This album was made in close collaboration with Corben Grant, who produced nearly every track with precision and his singular instinct for sound. Trevor Cooke mastered the album and produced "Blanket Love" and "Ouroboros." Isaac Grant composed parts for and performed drums on a series of songs, as did Brock Bourgeois on bass guitar. Artwork by Tom Segev.

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Ten Day Voyage Toronto, Ontario

"Ten Day Voyage falls under the umbrella of indie rock but veer off in all sorts of offshoot variations, including experimental, 90s-tinged and shoegaze... [which] presents a musical transmutation of grief, among other themes, whose focus is... slowly and in some instances harrowingly, bringing it all to our attention like an interrogative kiss."

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